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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

My Letter for Princess

This post may lose me friends but Im starting wonder how many true friends I have at all.Im not bitter Im hurting.See Ilost a member of my family this weekend and have yet found a way to put her to rest.This family member was always happy to see me.She would come running each time I came in the door.When I would come home from work she would run back and forth in excitement because she was so happy to see me.Whenever she was scared she would come to me because she knew I had love in my heart and I would comfort her.Did I ever lose my temper with her?Yes but I always came back later and let her know I loved her.I loved her so much that I cleaned up her mess even when I was sick or hurting or tired.Did I like doing it?No I did it because I loved her.She curled up in bed next to me at night because she didnt want to feel alone.I know that feeling well.Was she human?No she was just a dog.At least to others she was.To me she was my friend.I went to one of the people who is supposed to give me comfort when I am grieving and they said a few Im sorrys and in the middle of the conversation they just left.Didnt find much comfort there.I know she was just a dog.To you she might have been.She wasnt to me.Im not asking for money.Just a place and a way.She died because she had a enlarged heart.I already knew that.Saw it constantly on display.My prayer is that we have that towards each other.God bless you all this Thanksgiving my sisters and brothers.